The future is my destiny

Having a long list of to-dos, I’m really wondering is this even a break and most of all can I afford this break? Seriously, from hearing someone so relaxed for the week from another university is really starting to annoy me. Why am I stuck in this place? I need to improve but there’s hardly any time for that because I’m already struggling to maintain a required average. Is this really worth all the struggle? Should I be here I wonder. Well it’s too late to change and that is my final decision. I know for sure, that my future is something wonderful…and in achieving that future I am taking this opportunity to learn and I MUST REFRAIN from demotivation.

There is exactly 5 days left to do anything. So far I’ve completed only one of the things on my list…which is deciding the courses for upcoming Fall term. But that took me a long time to consider…and of course that’s that but why did I get so bored on the second task–working on Excel for one of the weekly assignments? Hmnn…perhaps there is no challenge and the task is boring and repetitive. But what else can I do?

Perhaps I can read about Delayed Sleep Phase Disorder and that would prepare me for the 5 min rant I’m about to do on Tues. But I’m just not really in the mood. Bored? Yes. Can’t start to work? What to do?